life sucks

Life sucks and I want out of it. But how does one get out without committing suicide, which my luck I would fail at? this morning I get up for work and check my email like always do only to find out my sister is in the hospital. there was a kitchen fire and over 40% of her body is burnt, 15% of that is 3rd degree burns. Now I am waiting for word on whether she will be alright or not. she's suppose to get married in august but I doubt she will be recovered enough to get married. for valentines and mardis gras I got sick and had to have emergency surgery. For mothers day (its her first mothers day) my sister is in hospital fighting for her life. I tell you life sucks. this is the year i already wish i could redo.