life sucks

Life sucks and I want out of it. But how does one get out without committing suicide, which my luck I would fail at? this morning I get up for work and check my email like always do only to find out my sister is in the hospital. there was a kitchen fire and over 40% of her body is burnt, 15% of that is 3rd degree burns. Now I am waiting for word on whether she will be alright or not. she's suppose to get married in august but I doubt she will be recovered enough to get married. for valentines and mardis gras I got sick and had to have emergency surgery. For mothers day (its her first mothers day) my sister is in hospital fighting for her life. I tell you life sucks. this is the year i already wish i could redo.

lazy lazy

im soo lazy, I've had this blog account for years and have never even created the blog part. shame on me. I've not much to blog about nothing much happens in my life, unless you count emergency gall bladder surgery at 35 years old. :) every one says im too young but all the stomach (at least i thought they were stomach) problems i've had since high school are now gone. the worst part? the low fat diet, i'm from the south where we eat lots of fried foods so low fat is kinda hard to get used to.